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- It was about this time late in 8th grade or even the start of the summer when I began going to the city’s indoor swimming pool with the kid whose dad had the LaserDisc porn. Speedo style swimming suits were in style at the time and he would wear one. I could not help but notice that his penis was much larger than mine and I was curious. I due recall that I had to persuade (as an adult I might look back and call it “manipulate ) him into the initial activity. Basically I challenged him to a literal dick measuring contest that I knew I would lose. After that things progressed to circle jerks, mutual masturbation, and eventually trading blowjobs. This activity went on for about a year off and on. It stopped once he started high school and I had fallen in love with Julie. I would connect up with him once more sexually when we both tried to do a threesome with Lisa. This was actually some years later after I was already driving and after I wasn’t even dating Lisa anymore.
- Around this time I began going to various counseling sessions and attending Al-ateen, which was a group meeting for children of alcoholics based on the AA 12 step program. My mom also attended Al-anon, but Cash never went to AA. He continued to drink and our fights became more regular and more vicious, though there still was never any physical abuse.
- I somehow graduated from junior high school and honestly don’t recall much about the summer before high school other than I was hanging out with L*, playing truth or dare, having séances, roller skating at The Axle, and going to Great America.
- Oh. I now recall what else I did that summer. I went to stay with my Great Grandmother in Wisconsin, Granny, and her second husband, Grandpa. I didn’t last long there because they were boring and I ended up staying at my uncle’s house. This was the first time I ever smoked hash. My uncle turned me onto it. I also recall us trying to obtain cocaine, but couldn’t obtain it. I also was continually hit on by my uncle’s wife’s younger sister, Joyce. She was about two years younger than me and would rub her feet against my crotch while we watched TV. I felt I was too old for her and that I shouldn’t engage because she was too young for me. I’d eventually try to have sex with her when we were both older, but by then she had no interest in me.
