nearly_nazi said:

You're depressed. Seek help and start rebuilding your life.

I am being treated by a psychiatrist.

No one else will talk to me.

I can't rebuild my life because I don't know what I want the building to look like. I can't find any architectural plan that is better than death.

death2me said:

I am being treated by a psychiatrist.

No one else will talk to me.

I can't rebuild my life because I don't know what I want the building to look like. I can't find any architectural plan that is better than death.

nearly_nazi said:

Get a job and find shared accommodation with some normal people. Nothing drives us more crazy than being alone.

Finding shared accommodation is a desperate, miserable search.

Nobody wants to live with me.

death2me said:

Finding shared accommodation is a desperate, miserable search.

Nobody wants to live with me.

. said:

As you are uneducated you could learn from others.
Perhaps that's why you are here.

death2me said:

I am being treated by a psychiatrist.

No one else will talk to me.

I can't rebuild my life because I don't know what I want the building to look like. I can't find any architectural plan that is better than death.

yari II said:

I would suggest you stop seeing a psychiatrist and see a psychologist. Psychiatrists are great for prescribing drugs and not so great in doing actual therapy.

death2me said:

yari II said:

I would suggest you stop seeing a psychiatrist and see a psychologist. Psychiatrists are great for prescribing drugs and not so great in doing actual therapy.

Can I see a GP psychotherapist instead? (I don't have to pay for that.)

hey, troll -

death2me said:

I keep having dreams where I slip on ice on the road or sidewalk and cannot get up or even attempt to get up. I want to get up but can't get my legs to work.

Other people walking by occasionally (rarely) offer to help but I'm ashamed and refuse. I just want to disappear and hope they don't notice me. No one else ever slips.

blow your bains out, today!

. said:

blow your bains out, today!

death2me said:

Don't have access to a firearm.

date a /\/igger and perish troll, perish

death2me said:

Can I see a GP psychotherapist instead? (I don't have to pay for that.)

yari II said:

Not sure what that is, a family practioner with a degree in counseling besides his/her MD?

death2me said:

Yes.

yari II said:

Maybe... How serious a case are you? Aside from all the bullshit here are you really suicidal? Are you taking antidepressant meds? Long term depression/anxiety?

death2me said:

I wish for death multiple times per day.

In the past I have thought about executing a suicide method but have had trouble finding the right one.

If I had a suitable method I would be tempted to go right now.

I've been depressed and anxious for ten years.

death2me said:

I think that there is no hope and that I should just kill myself.

(At $100 per hour I will go with the GP. My psychiatrist is going to refer me to one this week.)

A psychiatrist will refer you to a GP? . Lame, lame trolling. And yariII was so sincere...

Hey troll,

. said:

A psychiatrist will refer you to a GP? . Lame, lame trolling. And yariII was so sincere...

Hey troll,

death2me said:

Yes, for psychotherapy.

My psychiatrist doesn't really do psychotherapy.

. said:

But an GP does?

Fuck you, troll!

. said:

But an GP does?

Fuck you, troll!

death2me said:

Yes, they do because OHIP covers psychotherapy from a GP but not any services from a psychologist.