Londonbankerman said:

I'll be honest, the nasty backstabbing things I've done in my life. I will have to carry that with me.

Both work, family and friends related.

Londonbankerman said:

Heard the news today that test results indicate it is unlikely I will be able to recover and I need to make a quick decision between going for a 1 in a million shot (but enduring a lot of suffering) or accepting fate and having maybe 3-4 more months of good quality living before I will most likely slowly slip away and physicians can make it relatively pain free.

Either way, the message was to get my affairs in order. I sold all my stocks today and have put my Hong Kong place on the market. Whatever I go for, i will relocate back to NYC to enjoy home as much as possible.

Follow up appoinment to make my decision and identify next steps is on friday. I've also set up a call with my lawyer in NYC to make all necessary arrangements for my assets after I die.

I'm calm, because I'm in shock mostly. I never realized I could also be one of the veteran posters who'd drop off at some point due to the grim reaper appearing. A lot of thinking to be doing in the coming 48 hours...

Londonbankerman said:

My gut feeling is to go for 3-4 months of quality time and then euthanasia once quality of life becomes unbearable.

You said it said:

What matters is not how many years you got out of your life, but how much life you got out of your years!

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Oh, and stop posting here you fucking loser. Life is too short for this board. Your life is WAY too short for this board.

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If I was dying soon from some sort of nasty crud, this board is just the place to be. An ongoing 24/7 argument about whatever.

The blow by blow of having your life ebb away would be the perfect series of posts.

You said it said:

What matters is not how many years you got out of your life, but how much life you got out of your years!

Londonbankerman said:

Heard the news today that test results indicate it is unlikely I will be able to recover and I need to make a quick decision between going for a 1 in a million shot (but enduring a lot of suffering) or accepting fate and having maybe 3-4 more months of good quality living before I will most likely slowly slip away and physicians can make it relatively pain free.

Either way, the message was to get my affairs in order. I sold all my stocks today and have put my Hong Kong place on the market. Whatever I go for, i will relocate back to NYC to enjoy home as much as possible.

Follow up appoinment to make my decision and identify next steps is on friday. I've also set up a call with my lawyer in NYC to make all necessary arrangements for my assets after I die.

I'm calm, because I'm in shock mostly. I never realized I could also be one of the veteran posters who'd drop off at some point due to the grim reaper appearing. A lot of thinking to be doing in the coming 48 hours...

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BobHopesColostomyBag said:

dude go to Germany, seriously.

They won't destroy your immune system with chemo and radiation. They're more advanced than that. They treat it as a virus and they vaccinate you with your own tumor material. It has a higher success rate than chemo and radiation.

Look into it. It's not laetrile quackery, it's mainstream there.

londonbankerman said:

Arrived in Germany and on steroids so I feel pretty good despite recovering from the jetlag.

Doctors in the US confirmed the first diagnosis. The experimental treatment here in Germany is now my last hope.

Will be posting updates coming days. Really fingers crossed. Last days/weeks have been an emotional roller coaster ride and need to get my feet on the ground and think/act straight again. Potentially limited time left, so have to get the best/most out of it if my visit here fails:(

Gumbicus said:

0/10

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Gumbicus said:

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fuck off, moron.