sandman said:

This is what I am talking about. How is this possible? Look, I understand if people get fucking depressed because occasionally I tuck my knees into my chin and act like a fucking mental patient.

But I love challenge.

I love life because it gives a sense of challenge. I am a pathetically poor sonofabitch who has relied on student loans for nearly ten thousand years, but I have spent so little that my fucking loans aren't that bad considering the expanse of time I've relied on them.

I recently gave a presentation to microsoft (while pathetically using pathetic index cards) and the Team has worked with a few executives over at a SERIOUS TECHNOLOGY COMPANY.

You have a purpose. You are here for a reason.

sandman said:

jem the hologram said:

what are you twelve? you're one out of 68 billion people in this world. what makes you so special? what purpose can you possibly have aside from dying(which can happen tommorrow) and nobody giving a shit?

You likely meant 6.8 billion.

I am not special. I am no snowflake. But I enjoy being alive. I enjoy the fact that I can jump over a small river and entertain a child. I can still use SPSS and do some killer market research.

I can explore. let me repeat: I can fucking explore. I can turn over a stone and find another fossil (as I did in my youth).

There is truly never a reason to be depressed. Challenge yourself and explore. Never compare yourself to another. There are many people who have tons of dough, nice vehicle, great standard of living. You may never be this person, or achieve similar material gain.

But this is ok. Utilize your mind. Explore. There is so much that is undiscovered.

. said:

He's a narcissistic hollow sociopath. There is something seriously wrong with his brain too. My guess is fetal alcohol syndrome.

Regardless, Sean is 169% clinically insane.

sandman said:

Exactly. Like I posted earlier I had a sickness when I was a kid and nearly died. This is truth. the result of this high temperature was a mental illness at age fucking seven where i took a fucking bbq fork and threatened to kill myself. I remember sitting in my bed, looking at the window, asking god to kill me because I felt so miserable.

I felt that miserable because my brain was fucking fried from that sickness.

I felt guilty about everything. I was so fucking fucked up at age seven or age eight that I wanted to die.

But I powered through it. I never gave up.

Hence the thread.

Never give up. Keep your eye on the prize. Push your mind and body to achieve until you feel like throwing up.

This is what garageboi does. :) This is why I win.

. said:

Your casual use of the "f-word" and other profanity speaks volumes about who you are.
What do you do for a living?

sandman said:

i delivered pizza for years and temporarily lived in my parent's garage (TEMPORARILY) in my fucking 30s. Occasionally I felt depressed.

but i am a "the glass is half full" type of dude. I never give up. I always press on. I always try to make social connections despite the fact that a good 15% of the people I meet hate my guts within ten seconds.

I won the "sportsmanship of the year" trophy when I was like ten years old. It was for the boys and girls club. I was always cheering people on, trying to motivate them to do the best.

I've had some bad luck myself. I have had terrible, stressful times. I've been through periods of depression but I force myself to work hard. I work myself out of these episodes.

I don't fucking get how people STAY depressed. That shit is a fucking god damn mystery. Especially today's youth, such as my girlfriend's female teenage kid. She's always emo. This kid has every resource on Earth.

Turning the focus back to this board and witnessing the posts over the years, tons of posters are fucking suicidally depressed.

Look, you pieces of fucking worthless shit, I have had such shit jobs and occasional bad luck that I HAVE A REASON TO BE DEPRESSED. But I don't curl myself into a fucking fetal position and give up.

I am a batshit insane crazy fucking mental patient at times but I always, always, always push forward. I never ever give up, I never let people live in my head rent free, I try to expand my mind through expensive education. I like to soar...and excel...and collect good money when I can.

God, what a nation of tit-sucking pussies we have become. There were times when I was exploring the hills when I was a kid when I almost fucking DIED because I was too dumb to bring water with me whilst I was exploring the hills.

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. said:

You sound like you'd be an annoying person to interact with in real life.

Takes himself a tad too seriously

I stopped reading at "living in parents' basement in my 30s"

sandman said:

jem the hologram said:

what are you twelve? you're one out of 68 billion people in this world. what makes you so special? what purpose can you possibly have aside from dying(which can happen tommorrow) and nobody giving a shit?

You likely meant 6.8 billion.

I am not special. I am no snowflake. But I enjoy being alive. I enjoy the fact that I can jump over a small river and entertain a child. I can still use SPSS and do some killer market research.

I can explore. let me repeat: I can fucking explore. I can turn over a stone and find another fossil (as I did in my youth).

There is truly never a reason to be depressed. Challenge yourself and explore. Never compare yourself to another. There are many people who have tons of dough, nice vehicle, great standard of living. You may never be this person, or achieve similar material gain.

But this is ok. Utilize your mind. Explore. There is so much that is undiscovered.

This is a kind of crazy that's quite difficult to fake via trolling. 7/10