sandman said:

I work part time as a business analyst and I am in a master's degree program at UNR.

The profanity feels good, I use it to be expressive, an occasional four letter toiletry shan't harm.

suicide.boi said:

See, to me this is like asking "why aren't all of you lumps of shit professional basketball players?"

I don't have the skills to carry on an interesting conversation nor to think positive.

"Why can't you puddles of piss develop X-Ray vision?!"

Insanity. Utter insanity.

. said:

It isn't just sean, by the way. All the regs on these boards are drunks who are slowly becoming caracatures of their former selves as their wit dims and fades.

sandman said:

This is what I am talking about. How is this possible? Look, I understand if people get fucking depressed because occasionally I tuck my knees into my chin and act like a fucking mental patient.

But I love challenge.

I love life because it gives a sense of challenge. I am a pathetically poor sonofabitch who has relied on student loans for nearly ten thousand years, but I have spent so little that my fucking loans aren't that bad considering the expanse of time I've relied on them.

I recently gave a presentation to microsoft (while pathetically using pathetic index cards) and the Team has worked with a few executives over at a SERIOUS TECHNOLOGY COMPANY.

You have a purpose. You are here for a reason.

sandman said:

And as for ossifying neural plasticity, there is no such thing. As a person grows older the brain become more plastic. It becomes more efficient.

. said:

You live in Nevada, eh? That explains a lot...

. said:

completely false, but don't let that stop you.

jem the hologram said:

what are you twelve? you're one out of 68 billion people in this world. what makes you so special? what purpose can you possibly have aside from dying(which can happen tommorrow) and nobody giving a shit?

You are my favourite female reg

jem the hologram said:

what are you twelve? you're one out of 68 billion people in this world. what makes you so special? what purpose can you possibly have aside from dying(which can happen tommorrow) and nobody giving a shit?

I like the bleakness.

sandman said:

. said:

completely false, but don't let that stop you.

Why project your drinking habits to me?

jem the hologram said:

what are you twelve? you're one out of 68 billion people in this world. what makes you so special? what purpose can you possibly have aside from dying(which can happen tommorrow) and nobody giving a shit?

sandman said:

You likely meant 6.8 billion.

I am not special. I am no snowflake. But I enjoy being alive. I enjoy the fact that I can jump over a small river and entertain a child. I can still use SPSS and do some killer market research.

I can explore. let me repeat: I can fucking explore. I can turn over a stone and find another fossil (as I did in my youth).

There is truly never a reason to be depressed. Challenge yourself and explore. Never compare yourself to another. There are many people who have tons of dough, nice vehicle, great standard of living. You may never be this person, or achieve similar material gain.

But this is ok. Utilize your mind. Explore. There is so much that is undiscovered.

It's not worth it; better to give up.

sandman said:

You likely meant 6.8 billion.

I am not special. I am no snowflake. But I enjoy being alive. I enjoy the fact that I can jump over a small river and entertain a child. I can still use SPSS and do some killer market research.

I can explore. let me repeat: I can fucking explore. I can turn over a stone and find another fossil (as I did in my youth).

There is truly never a reason to be depressed. Challenge yourself and explore. Never compare yourself to another. There are many people who have tons of dough, nice vehicle, great standard of living. You may never be this person, or achieve similar material gain.

But this is ok. Utilize your mind. Explore. There is so much that is undiscovered.

. said:

Actually I was going to ask you the same thing, genius.

sandman said:

You likely meant 6.8 billion.

I am not special. I am no snowflake. But I enjoy being alive. I enjoy the fact that I can jump over a small river and entertain a child. I can still use SPSS and do some killer market research.

I can explore. let me repeat: I can fucking explore. I can turn over a stone and find another fossil (as I did in my youth).

There is truly never a reason to be depressed. Challenge yourself and explore. Never compare yourself to another. There are many people who have tons of dough, nice vehicle, great standard of living. You may never be this person, or achieve similar material gain.

But this is ok. Utilize your mind. Explore. There is so much that is undiscovered.

suicide.boi said:

It's not worth it; better to give up.

sandman said:

It is worth it. Why not put your personal touch upon the world? give it your thumb print and your stamp. Be proud of your contribution.

.. said:

Are you high? Please list the meds that you've been on.

suicide.boi said:

See, to me this is like asking "why aren't all of you lumps of shit professional basketball players?"

I don't have the skills to carry on an interesting conversation nor to think positive.

"Why can't you puddles of piss develop X-Ray vision?!"

Insanity. Utter insanity.

. said:

I had my first bout of severe depression at about age 11.

Had a total breakdown at 30.

Ask me anything.