Nah, not really. I would weigh more if I had muscle on me, but I'm naturally weak.
I do frequently go without eating, especially while I'm drinking, but it's not a conscious thing. I have no problems or guilt binge eating, and don't do anything retarded like throw up afterwards.
It's not why I act like that. I spent most of my twenties in shit punk.grunge bands, and just sort of slipped into being like that. I don't behave this way because of women. I have noticed as I've got older though that they seem to lap it up.
I'm surprised...I used to think that if as I got older, female opportunity would dry up, but the closer I got to thirty the more luck I've had with them. I think it's an increased confidence thing, and stopping giving a fuck whether they like me as much.
Well...I don't give a fuck until I fall in love with them, then I act like a total faggot. I'm going to fucking avoid that for as long as possible now. I was really cut up over my last long term relationship, and even after we split up it dragged on for months, which screwed with my head. Now, I'm finally happy to be on my own again. I can take bitches or leave them. It's been a couple of years since I was like that, I intend to enjoy it while I can.
Half of my game is being a drunk though. Makes the tongue work easier, and being an alcoholic guitarist who tells girls he wants to rape them really plays up to the badboy type that some girls want. Shit, works for me.
It was my thirtieth birthday...I felt like I was allowed to do something stupid, especially if that stupid thing involved banging a woman seven years younger than me.
I went on an incredible drinking binge on the day of my birthday. I drank a full litre of rum and two cans of bud before I left the house, then went to hand in the essay I'd done. Called round at a uni friends house and got another bottle of rum and we started working on that with his bird.
I eventually left and she had been texting me saying she was drunk as fuck and I should come round for a drink with her. It was phrased as a booty call this time. I thought what the fuck, I get on with her. What possible harm could it do?
We sat up in her room drinking the rest of the rum, and some lager she had. One of her housemates got back and saw me and had this look in his eyes. "Oh, it's you. You're going to use her for sex aren't you?". That wasn't the plan at all, but when I started to pass out she got really indignant and started poking me in the face and saying she refused to let me sleep...I had to "stay up and drink" with her. I told her, bitch I've been awake for two days and drank a litre and a half of rum and numerous lagers.
As soon as the lights were out though, we sort of drunkenly hugged each other. I may have been not been asleep for a long time, but I was weak-willed more than anything. We ended up going at it fucking madly, first shag I'd had in a week so I was well up for it. Woke up the next morning and thought well, the damage is done, might as well go for round two. Ended up staying there the rest of that day, didn't even get dressed once. All we did was lay about and screw. I asked her, "why are you so fine with this now? This is exactly the sort of behaviour that pissed you off about me before, wanting to lay in bed naked all day". She said it was because it was something she can't have anymore.
I said goodbye to her this morning, said thanks, it was fun...see you around.
I had a "second hand" toshiba when I was on the dole. My uncle got a job lot of them. Search around, I had to try a few shops before I found one that sold them for half as much as the others. Electrical parts shops are probably your best bet, not computer shops. That's how I got mine anyway.
Find a local trev to help you, pretty sure if it is fucked there'll only be one part gone on it.
I'm gonna have to go because nazi girl is spazzing out in PM on facebook, seems sure I cheated on her before we split up. Probably a guilty conscience.
As long as the bios doesn't have a password, just re-install the OS. If it does, gonna have to take it apart and remove the bios battery for five minutes to reset it.
It's no big deal.
Toshiba are good, you should get some milage out of it.
Fuck it man, it's kinda my thing. Been like this for almost fifteen years. Besides, it was my birthday.
