Despite my parents having over a million in liquid assets I absolutely hate, absolutely cannot stand to borrow money.
I am 37 for fucks sake, I got a decent apartment on the 9th floor in one of the worst cities of America. The view is beautiful.
Actually my parents might have two million.
I want to keep this fucking place, I want to get a fucking job and pay my fucking bills, I don't want anyone else fucking with my sanity. I want to leave a polite existence, even if meager for a few years. Bust my ass and serve corporate america until my balls drift.
Like MovieWhore said the other say, self-reliant.
He was so right.
Now whether or not he is self-reliant is unknown.
But the advice he gave made my decision gold solid.
Plus I plan on selling the 32inch tv i bought her (cost me 250) and the 7 inch tablet for her productivity purposes (lol, uhhuh) which cost me 269 for $200 total to my sister.
My sister is a fucking hustler, I tell you.
Now I bought her this god damn tablet as a gift. But because I was broken down to a meager 100, I figure it is just to take back this fucking tablet and sell it.
Because I have a ticket and traffic school to complete by June 1st.
When I went into the courtroom I said to the judge that I was a grad student, broke, destitute, needing love. I asked for June 1st. He said (nevada style) that on June 2nd had I not completed my duties, expect to be in jail for up to 30 days.
Now, he was a generous fellow for granting me a MONTH LONGER EXTENSION THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE ROOM.
SO if stripper GF gives a shit about my position she will hand over 100 tonight (for a 269 tablet) or will hand over the tablet.
I hate to be an indian giver and a dick but in Nevada they don't fuck around. I am telling the truth. My friend was put in jail for 30 days for not completing his court ordered community service. The offense? At a casino a guard gave him filthy shit for being a drunken shit and he grabbed the dudes tie. They pinned him to the ground. Said guard whined about some fucking weird b.s. Friend was arrested.
Anyway, he was given a chance to complete this das but style infraction but he didn't and the judge sent him to jail for a month.
In nevada they randomly put people into jail for marijuana possession. It depends on your priors. The judges here are from 1885. They don't give a fuck.
But the judge who I begged for mercy because I was already bled dry gave me until June 1st to get this shit straight and said that if I didn't I would be bench warranted and fuck that.
So give me the tablet back, call me an indian giver, devoid of some character, mirror.
2. if that were true I wouldn't have finished the mba after ten years
3. yeah indecisiveness is a major flaw
4. Nope. I am responsible for all of my choices.
5. Have lots of friends. Why? Because I add value to their lives and am *always* there in need. Always supportive. Always willing to speak on the phone. Always willing to volunteer time.
The Indecisiveness is a result of anxiety and parent upbringing. But that's gonna be fixed because it has to be.